When clouds go gray

Falling in love for someone who doesn’t want you… “Who cares but doesn’t care the way you want them to”… is one of the most common cliché nowadays.

In simple terms, falling in love with your bestfriend… or considered bestfriend.

As far as I know, there’s no rule in friendship. There’s no line that sets the do’s and don’ts. One thing that I know about friendship is that, it never ends even though you part ways.

Well, I wouldn’t deny the fact that I once felt that way for someone and I’m glad I’m over it now. Thanks to Him for helping me realize it’s not worth it.

But another thing is what if you fall again, for your bestfriend, this time in the person of someone who helped you forget the first?

Lucky? I don’t think so.

Especially if that friend of yours does not feel the same way and to your point of view, he/she just remembers you when they have nothing else to do or they feel like hanging out.

A lot of quotes had been running around thru GM’s, posts on networking sites saying that people do not really have to insist themselves to people who doesn’t really care for them, coz you’re just making a fool out of yourself by expecting something in return when in fact you know from the very start it’s unrequited love.

What’s worse is that you end up being miserable and them being happy. That even when you try to smile, still your eyes says everything… that you’re not okay and you wanna burst into flames just so the feelings would go the same.

But how are you going to face the problem when you can’t even tell them about it? That the more you see them, the more painful it gets and the deeper the wound gets.

>>>i have writeen this long ago… yeah this was so ages ago…